Batten Down the Hatches

perpetualisolation:

Suis La Lune - September Gave Us Akwardness, October Gave Us Nothing

i’ve been waiting so long for a moment
when i don’t feel this way.
i’ve been waiting for a moment
when i no longer feel trapped
inside this hollow body, when i’m at ease.
all this years i’ve told myself to wait for it.
maybe i feel better if i just wait for it.
whenever you’re around i shut my eyes and wait for it.
i hope and wait, i just wait for it.
but what if the moment never comes?
will i be left with all my thoughts?
what if i never can let go?
will i ever get over you?
will i ever?